Emotions run high
It's been a minute since I posted on here. Overall things seems calm, such a drastic change from the first 5 months right?! This journey has taught me a lot about myself, being responsible for another human, putting my selfish needs on the backburner and also attachment. This girl will hopefully someday understand what she has done to my heart and soul. Lately I cry a lot and I am so thankful for my friends that listen and allow me to process through my emotions. Sometimes I cry over the smallest thing that doesn't make sense but deep down I know what is going on...the attachment I have to this girl is about to change. To see the changes she has made within herself, blows me away, that a kid so young could grow so fast. Those of you that know her and knew her in Sept can see it even. She has blown me away with growth. I have been so adament this whole time about, "I am ready for her to go, I can't do this"...the truth is, I don't know what...