My single Mom foster journey

I sat at coffee with a friend the other day and as we are leaving the phone rings and I see that it is Bethany Foster Agency...HOLY CRAP was my first thought.  I answered and had an indepth coversation about a young girl that was in need on a placement that day.  She is 8, that is about all I can tell you about who she is becuase I didn't meet her and I am not at liberty to tell you her story.  At any rate, I was about to say yes and then I asked about her history with animals...turns out there was animal cruelty in per near past so I had to decline.  It was sad to do so, but I can't put my animals in deliberate danger.  I had to trust there was someone better suited for that girl.  Meanwhile, the caseworker said that she knew a 10 year old girl in need of a home by the 4th.  She told me a little about her history and I asked if we could meet, to see if it was a fit for the girl and I. What I can tell you, I tihnk, is that she is the youngest of 6...s...

Nothing really to update...I was put on the call list the 6th and here I wait.  I am not sure what you all have experienced in life up to now, but the anticipation and the emotions of the unknown right now are surreal.  Everytime I sit on the couch in silence, take a walk with the dogs, sleep in (which in my world is like 7am), I think to myself...I had better enjoy this while it lasts.  A part of me is so nervous to give up the life that consists of taking care of me, my needs and the needs of animals.  But a greater part of me is so excited to be a part of something much much bigger.  To help the life of someone that truly needs my help.  Whether that is for a short time, extended time or forever, what an absolute blessing!!  ACK!!!!!! A few weeks ago, a few close friends came together to show me their love, support and to bring me some stuff that will be helpful in the childs first 24 hours in my home.  I couldn't be more grateful for the supp...