As I wait

I met with my case manager from Project 127 the other day, mostly to just visit.  She is a single foster Mom so I wanted to hear her story, though I am not at liberty to discuss it I will say that the ride I (we) are about to embark on will be tough and glorious all in one. 

I also gave her all my paperwork to hand off to Bethany Christian Services, so now I wait...
Waiting to see if anything is missing from the packet of paperwork and waiting to hear when my home study will start.  I had originally connected with a lady from Bethany the night of training and I know she will be 1 of 2 or 3 people that I will get to know through the process and throughout the journey (as long as they work there).  I am looking forward to getting to know them better through the process. 

That's really all I have for today, I will update once I have more information.

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